Post by marshall on May 21, 2010 7:44:55 GMT
MARSHALL RYAN ABBOT
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nicknames: Marsh
age:
birthday: April 11th
comes from: Paris,France
face claim: Jensen Ackles
canon or original: Original
member title: A-Lister
alias: Jenny
age: 18
timezone: eastern
roleplay sample: what you USUALLY WRITE
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Denver had taken to drinking since Analise's departure and the occasional joint that Theo would hand over in the Theta living room. Staying in Beta somehow seemed wrong without his wife being there. The room that they had shared seemed so cold and empty that the Theta had been incapable of staying there. He'd packed a few items and returned to his room at the Nu Theta house. Of course the Vice President had been greeted warmly by his Frat brothers and it had been a worthy homecoming but through out the endless nights of drinking Denver had only one thing on his mind.
The normally vigorous appetite that Denver possessed had taken a nose dive also. Denver would eat on occasion but he did not bother looking after himself as much as he would have in the past. To make things worse he and Kayden who had become a close friend over the past few months were no longer talking and Blake although Denver knew the Kappa was only looking out for his sister made Denver feel like a worthless cheating son of a bitch even though Denver had not actually ever cheated on Analise.
Staring at the doorway waiting for it to open a lump formed in Denver's throat. It seemed to take a life time for Analise to get to the door even if it had only been a few moments since Denver had last knocked. Time was moving slower than normal for some reason and the Flynn's running theory was quickly sneaking into the front of his mind. It was what his brother Dawson did when things got rough and his own father. The males in the Flynn family were defiantly flawed. Big ego's but very small staying powers when things got rough.
Finally the door opened and Denver stared at Analise. Taking in each and every detail of her face. Memorizing each feature just in case this would be the last time he set eyes on her as his wife. He wanted to remember each eye lash and each hair on her head. Denver took one step towards Analise as soon as he heard her voice breaking and her words being choked out. Even if she was not wearing any make up she still looked amazingly beautiful to the eyes of the Theta "Don't be sorry" Denver whispered finally finding the courage to get close to her and wrap his arms around her waist roughly pulling her to him and holding her there in a tight bear hug. "Don't you dare be sorry you stupid..you're so stupid..know that?" Denver's own voice was beginning to break even though he tried to clear his throat to hide it. "I love you" The Theta managed to whispered before he buried his face into Analise's hair.
As the Theta clung to his wife as if he was scared she'd slip away from him Denver allowed a few tears to fall from his eyes and to roll down his cheeks. Pulling back Denver cupped Analise's face in his hands and wiped her tears away with his thumbs as best as he could "I missed you much Ana..Please don't leave me again?" Denver pleaded. "Please Ana I need you, and you need me and if you asked me to come here to tell me it's over then..I.I'm not going to let you say it I'll fucking tie you up and gag you if that's what it takes to stop you from saying it. I never slept with Jazzy, I never slept with anyone else while I was with you baby. All those lies are bull shit that jealous idiots have made up and they don't know what static love means because they're stupid and jealous and..stupid" Denver realized that he was beginning to ramble and each carefully worded sentence that he had thought up in his head during the drive over had suddenly vanished. All that was left were the pleading ramblings of a normally egotistical Theta who had always thought begging was below him. But here he was stood in front of the woman he had married begging her not to go.
this application was made by erin say what?! of CAUTION!. do not remove this credit. [/size]
