Post by vesper on Jun 12, 2010 21:18:55 GMT
Vesper Delilah Grant
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nicknames: Ves
age: 17
birthday: July 3
comes from: Arkansas
face claim: Rachel Dashae
canon or original: Cannon
profession: if adult
member title: B-Listers
alias: Ellie!
age: 16
timezone: Eastern
roleplay sample: what you USUALLY WRITE
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we are broken - -
W H A T M U S T W E D O T O R E S T O R E
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Siobhan was shocked to watch David make this promise to her. There had always been something between the two of them but never had they really voiced the fact that they were very much interested in each other. Siobhan was confused to say the least. She had never really thought that she would be with someone other than Liam and right now it was starting to appear as if quite possibly that she would be with David now that Liam was making his mark on Maggie. Sadness filled Siobhan as she thought of her coven member and her mate together. Siobhan was not one to hold anyone back. If Liam so choose to leave her then she would not hold him to her. Though it was breaking her heart more and more as she thought of how much she had loved him. Still loved him and he was going to leave her. And now David was making this promise to her. That should she ever need him to take care of a coven then he would be there for her.
That was not what Siobhan wanted to hear. She wanted to hear him say that he would be there for her forever and for always no matter what she needed. Because right now she didn’t need the coven to be taken care of. She needed to be held. Liam and Maggie where down stairs in their bedroom. Siobhan had just yesterday moved out of Liam’s and her room so now it was Liam’s and Maggie’s. Siobhan spent most of her time with her people now and at the stable where she would sit with her hawk Atlas and talk with him knowing full well he would rather be up in the sky than with her. Every day was getting harder and harder. Siobhan didn’t know if she could stay here any longer. She was help her people here then she would leave. Where she would go she had no idea. Perhaps to the Amazon to spend time with Zafrina, Senna, and Kachiri. Siobhan had not seen the Amazon’s since the witnessing of the little Hybrid Nessie. Siobhan smiled at the memory of the little girl her natural little blush making the little one so very beautiful.
“I don’t need you to take care of the Coven right now… I need you to take care of me David…” Siobhan said softly. She had no idea how he would take this or if he would even understand what she meant when she said she needed him to take care of her. Siobhan’s eyes held the sadness that her childhood had brought her. First as a slave to a lord. Then an abusive widow. And finally then to the whore house where she had to fulfill men’s fantasy’s. Siobhan felt so ashamed at how she had lived. How she had to survive. She didn’t want to be the whore and she was afraid that because she had been one she would always be one. She hoped that maybe David would over look it should she ever decide to tell him. Little did she know that he could see her memories. There wasn’t much that Siobhan could do. Had she been human she would have been crying already. Bawling her eyes out because she felt so utterly alone.
Siobhan had always hated to be alone and now she hated it more than ever. She had no way of knowing if she was loved or not but apparently she wasn’t she wasn’t loved by anyone. She was apparently not worthy of that love but she sure as hell was going to keep trying till someone did love her and she loved them in return. Siobhan was adamant to not spend eternity alone. She never wanted to be alone as she had as a child. There was no way in hell that she would just sit back and wait for the right guy to find her. No she would be the one to go out and find him. Now that Siobhan had made up her mind she looked up at David. Even with how tall she was he was still taller. It confused her slightly because she was used to being taller than people and so having to look up at people was a change for her. Though not necessarily a bad one.
For once in a great while Siobhan was confused seeing as she had no idea whether or not she was going out on a limb to learn if David cared for her or not. There was such a physical attraction between them that it was intoxicating. Siobhan had never had this kind of an attraction. Their mating had been the base between two friends who didn’t want to spend eternity alone. There was no way in hell that Siobhan was going to let him do that. But apparently Liam had no such qualms about leaving her alone for eternity. There had never been another man in Siobhan’s life. Unless that is you count David. And Rain as well. Siobhan had once thought herself in love with the man but then stuff had happened and he had turned her into what she is now. Then David had come along a few years ago and they had been attracted to each other like magnets. This had not gone un-noticed by Liam who had actually that night called her a cheating whore though she had never said anything like that to him. Siobhan had never told anyone about what had happened that night. Liam had been so very violent and she even wore his mark on the back of her shoulder.
Siobhan’s skimpy black dress clung to her waist and accentuated the curves of her hips. Her long slender legs look wonderful in the black dress. And her legs came out at the end to reveal her dainty little feet encased in red heels. It was just a few days away from their Summer Solstice festival and Siobhan look amazing. She knew very well how to make herself beautiful and took pride in doing so. Her long red hair cascaded down her back in gentle ringlets that had taken her only an hour to do. The bright fire red of her hair caught the light of the fire actually making it look to be fire. Siobhan stepped closer to David as she placed her hand to his cheek. She wasn’t all that certain as to how she would discover what the truth behind their attraction was but she was convinced that she wanted to find out.
Status: complete
Words: 1324!!!
Muse: brick by boring brick : paramore
Tagged: david!
Outfit: Clicky!
Lyrics: We Are Broken - Paramore
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